So I finally decided to get off my lazy ass and make some sort of online journal. Since LiveJournal seems to have died, and the only person I know who uses a journal is Dawn, I made a WordPress :3 I’m going to try really hard to use this at least twice a week. I’ve been having some pretty intense dreams that I’d like to jot down. And for some reason I always catch myself thinking up things to write down, but sadly they remain as thoughts. So let’s work on changing that shall we?

In news that slightly interests me, some guy named Doug Thompson is publicly calling John McCain a racist. Now this article may be completely inaccurate. After all, John McCain does have an adopted daughter from Bangladesh. But that’s not the point. The point is that millions of internet users have seen this article. And those millions of people are also aware of the fact that John McCain is an idiot. So things aren’t looking too good for Johnny boy right now. Maybe the next time someone asks you what America’s gas prices are like, you should know the answer. Maybe you shouldn’t talk about delivering bottled hot water to dehydrated babies. Sometimes I think that McCain is more of an idiot than Bush. Oh wait. That’s not possible.

In an effort to suck less at life, I’m going to start being a better person. What could possibly motivate me to do such a thing when I’ve put it off for 18 years? Simply put, Mike will leave if I don’t get my shit together. Not because he doesn’t love me, but because we can’t afford to live like this off his income alone. And I keep skipping work because I just want to go back to sleep. And I need to stop. If I were working 24 hours a week, I’d be pulling in about $850 a month. Right now, Mike makes about $400 a month. His income isn’t enough to pay my mom, the internet, and his car insurance bills. So I need to get my shit together and contribute. Also, I need to call on the 13th about finishing high school. Then, in Spring, I can maybe enroll in college.  This is only a maybe, because I don’t know how long I’ll have this job.

Speaking of this job, it may become permanent. The chances of my grandma coming back to work are slim to none, so hopefully Deborah will hire me in her place. After all, I am the only person who really knows how to do her job. And hopefully if I did get the job, I could have more than 24 hours a week. Then I could start saving my money for things I actually need. Like clothes. I haven’t bought a new piece of clothing in months. Most of my shirts are too short, or have holes in them. Hooray for being poor.

I can’t wait for My Japanese Coach to come out. That game is going to consume hours of my life. And it teaches you how to write. It probably won’t be too vast, but it’s a start. I really wish I could get ahold of that Rosetta Stone torrent Adam found. But alas, it was on Demonoid, and I don’t have a Demonoid account. Nrgh. I just want to learrrn.

People make me sick. Who the fuck throws a six week old kitten out of a car window at 65 miles an hour? Luckily for the little guy, people have raised enough money for him to have his surgery. He’s going to be okay :] My belief in humanity has been raised slightly.